“tHe guy in the video,his name is jUnior..he is suffering from from polio and one of his legs is damaged..”

pEople give up so easy in life..every fucking body has problems in life…every time some one walks upto me discussing his or her problem,i end up telling them the same ol’ story,”live like a warrior ,u might have taken a big hit,but be strong stand up and fight back..” i don’t even know anymore wut this means..bUt then people like these(guy in video),remind me wut life is all about..eVery body in today is down with fuckin’ handicaps, somebody is sick mentally,somebody is suffering physically..cRibbin’ about the same shit,instead of rising up from the situation,we get used to the problem and make it a part of us. iNstead fight back and get over it..so wut if u had a break up, so wut if ur life ain’t easy,and so fUckin’ wut if evryone is a pain in ur ass..sTop whining liKe a damn baby,n’ learn something from junior..dOn’t give up and get in action..peAce!! n’ pHrezo,if ur reading this, stoP messing arounD with rohit for christ sakes, m sure u’ll find a pretty girlfriend soon,jus be patient..!!

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Hard times are so hard to face.. Feels like every fucking thing is taking out its wrath on you. It gets hard to understand wuts happening around. And when the depression reaches saturation, i say fuck u bitch ass god.. Whats wrong wit u man..? I did’nt do any thing against u or ur karma theory. I walk ur way, i believe in ur path. then y me..? And since all ur gods tend to go deaf at such times, i wander looking for the answers to these questions.Hard to find any help or sensible answers i sit down in pain. Suddenly a tune falls on my ears..

Lord gimme a sign, i really need to talk to u lord

since the last time we talked, the walk has been hard

and  i know u haven’t left me but i feel like m alone

m a big boy now but im still not grown

still going through the pain and the hurt

soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt

lord gimme a sign..

I guess life is all about cleaning ur own shit. I ain’t being negetive here. All m saying is when god wants to teach u something,he puts u up in good mess,n then he expects u to clean ur own shit(by shit,i mean the mess u made).And by god, u learn a lot cleaning up ur mess. Bad times is when u see who all are ur worst friends and true foes. Its kind of a times where u get all the time in the world to sit and observe ur mistakes. Its a good time to set ur priorities again and start a fresh life. Realising all this,i think being in deep shit ain’t that bad. Well…oh lord,

i cant promise u about the swearing but plz 4 give me this time. U ain’t that bad. I guess u just trying to act smart and u r damn good at it..Sometimes its hard to understand ur ways but hey, now i understand..so don’t be harsh on me,enuf of ur jawbreaking lessons. pE@cE

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it’s 10 past 1 in the night and m still there lying in my bed, lookin into the dark,lost in my own world figuring out where did i take a wrong turn. How do i tend to make mistakes even when m fully aware of wut m doin’. Sometimes i feel like a soulja who lies wounded in the battlefield . Gosh,i thought life wuz beautiful . Where did i start messing it up ? Do i have the strength to get up and fight back ? I don’t make sense anymore. All i got is a bruised up willpower and a shattered confidence. This is one of those times when u need someone to pull u up and tell u that it’s gonna b alright..someone who can give u the balls to fight in these hard times. I don’t have answers to any of my questions right now. I just kneel down praying to my dead mother

Mama take this badge from me,

i can’t use it anymore.

its getting dark,too dark to

see.

feels like m knockin’ on

heaven’s door.

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No more Satans, No more Aliens, No more Predators..Even the devil fears it’s existence. And it makes death an easier option.                He went there to save her, now who will save him?

Dead Space is third-person survival horror-action video game, which revolves around Isaac Clarke,an engineer who with his team is sent to repair U.S.G Ishimura,a stricken mining ship in the space,after they receive a distress signal from the ship. Issac’s girlfriend Nicole wuz on Ishimura as a crew member and now he also intends to find and rescue her. The plot of the game is interesting.The graphics are really cool and the game involves u right from the beginning.

The major asset of the game is its sound effects and the element of surprise.There will be n number of situations where u’ll be stunned by the creatures and one thought literally keeps crossing ur mind,”where the fuck did this come from”. About the weapons,since Isaac is portrayed as an engineer,his weapons are are mostly enhanced mining tools like plasma cutter,hydrazine torch used as a flamethrower. Apart from these,the creatures known as necromorphs are hard to kill..a single shot or a few rounds won’t kill…u need to shoot their limbs or head off..A very unique feature i came across in tis game is zero-gravity. At a few stages, u’ll have to face Zero-Gravity which is a bit tricky but actually cool once u understand it.

Besides these features,the game gets more interesting as u advance in levels,and m pretty sure,the ending stage will blow ur mind . The gaming has a few turning points,which actually make the game even more exciting.Over-all the game is a sure hit. And if ur a gaming freak,go ahead..

Warning- The game is big time gore,and if u r weak hearted,or can’t take blood and voilence, don’t even think about playing it. Believe me,there’s a hell lot of beheading and slaying going on in there.

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“Wutz the past tense of  ’do’?”,asked my english teacher.Tis question ,back in the eight grade,caused a perfect blank look on my face.The answer is not on the ceiling Puneet,look at me and answer.Ten thousand thoughts were passing through my mind in that very moment.And then a sweet yet firm voice passed thru my ears,”Ma’am Did is the answer”. I remember it clearly. Bianca(name changed) was the most intelligent girl in the class. I looked at her and wish i cud have half the intelligence she had. I wuz a complete ass in studies. It din’t take my mum long to realise the fact that my report card wuz getting better in sucking. So here i go Math tutions,Science tutions…Have mercy mum,i don’t intend to b a scientist!! I failed in English once in my class,reason being i wus in no mood to take test.A stupid mistake and i ended up at an english tution as well. Bianca wuz my classmate and somehow she ended up at my english tutions too.

First day she walks in and and m like,” damn,she looks gud”.Well,she never looked appealing in her school dress. But then a news flash,”U thinking the unthinkable dude,she doesn’t even know u exist”.and then she ays,”hi puneet”. She sed hi to me??” i reply with a confusing statement,’its ok’..shit yaar, kya keh dia? i turn red. So days went on,we used to go home together racing on our respective bicycles  and i used to dream about her and me everyday. In my dreams,i was her hero. Saving her from impossible villains wuz my strategy to win her. But then in real life no situation came up where i could help her out. Though i remember her pickin’ me up afta i took a nasty fall trying to impress her on bicycle. Gosh that no hands trick really costed me something. She thinks m a deutschbag ..well,she ain’t wrong. I learnt my lesson that day. “Never try to impress a girl with something u ain’t gud at.” Days never got better, she was scorin 90′s  and i as usual wuz struggling to reach 50′s.

One day i thought that i tell her evrything i feel. So at the end of the tution,we were leavin for home.i open my cycle’s lock and turn around to her. What i saw then wuz a disaster for me. Damn boy,she’s sporting a kinetic and my cycle..Wut about my small,silver coloured,broken spiked girls cycle. Fuck you god!! Wut wuz u thinkin’ man..There she went emitting smoke at me..and i got lost smwhere in that cloud of smoke..My first crush wuz crushed..

Year 2001

Just got up. I can still feel the drowsiness in my eyes. Suddenly i realise that my mum is shouting at me . And i hear a heavy voice,”Aiye khelte hain kaun banega crorepati”.. Oh shit,its 9 o’clock already. So thats the shouting all about. I was supposed to get up at 8 and study wut they taught me at tutions. Damn u Einstein. My never ending hate for science grows everytime m scolded for studying. But still i opened that book n’ kept it in front of me. I wonder,my physics book,which weighs in Kgs’ is named “ABC” even though it has a hell lot more than that in it. But still its like a gate way to my never ending imagination and dreams. This book is pretty,its cover is really nice. Can i draw tis stuff ?ummm,maybe l paint the next mona lisa..naah..i like to b a singer instead. Hell yeah..M on the stage,thousands of fans shouting my name, m singing its my life as if i composed it. I look like bonjovi. Girls dig me.

pataaaak..That’s the sound u’ll listen when my mum catches me lookin at the ceiling. Why u hit me mum, i was learning a formula. “Mainu pata hai, tu kinna pad reha hain..”

My life is like a living hell. No girlfriend,No fun. Just going to school,sitting in the class among my geekish buddies,n then a chain of tutions where i am way low below average.n’ ur smart enuf to guess my home’s atmosphere by now. Well, the only friend i have is my music system, and the only satisfaction is music. Bon Jovi, Backstreet boys, n’ sync..U name it and u’ll find it in my collection..Music is like my best buddy..I have a song for every situation i face in my life.

Year 2002

Thanks a ton for blessin me with a girlfriend god. I love her(maybe). Rest stays the same. i took up non-medical in plus 1. Horrifically biggest of my hugest mistake. Books have grown by inches now, so have my tensions. People around me are becoming more intelligent,n’ m succeeding in failures more often. M more towards romantic ones now and its changing my attitude on daily basis. Listening to linkin park makes me agressive towards my girl. She looks like Godzilla now. And then i listen to Tere naam,my girlfiend is so sweet and innocent..Besides that, my friend introduced me to rap music.Well,i heard TUPAC today.It wuz nice..really gud music. n’ i m impressed,though it wuz hard to understand.Well sharing a secret,u know i have a huge collection of tapes at my place..i have bought em’ all by selling those huge books i hated.Namely ABC, Pradeep’s chemistry, and my math book. Usually i get a good price for em’..rest of the money comes from sources like over the fridge,under the matress etc. M not proud of it, but what the heck..Anything for music..It keeps me alive.

Year 2009,August 31.

Wut up my ppl out there, yao tis is ur man OJHA writing a blog about him n’ music..It has changed over years and maybe..Maybe u can see the difference ..well, my never ending love for music has won me appreciation amongst friends and today m tryin’ to build a career in media..m more into audio mixing and my job is to fiddle around with music.This really close friend of mine asked me,what is music to a soul. I say Music is like a never ending orgasm,like a band- aid to wound,like mother’s arms to a kid, like a million dollar cash gifted to a junkie,like a success in a lose lose situation,like a virtual heaven,like bournvita in milk,like a………………and so on to infinity.Damn boy,i sound melodramtic..ain’t i?

Music has in some or the other way, helped me in the hardest times of my life. Whenever i was low, music reminded me that in the darkest of times exist a ray of hope. Music gives me the strength to fight back, to succeed, to never give up..Despite the fact the i have failed numerous times in life,it keeps me going.

li’l bit of music in my head, then i don’t fear

no matter how u beat me year after year,

cuz my path is to fight back into the game

don’t know about u but m used to the pain,

i take a hit, i fall, u think m done

but guess wut, ur wrong m the son of a gun

i get up, reload and m ready to fight

Beware cuz tis time u gettin’ shot at sight.

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In love with nukes? Having that urge to pull the trigger? Wanna pull that pin and roll a Grenade at those monsters? If u lookin’ for some  action packed entertainment,the guy in the picture above can help u.   Who is he?  He is YOU.

Without wasting ur time in stupid riddles i introduce u to FALLOUT 3. A high end action packed game about a guy who is out the in the wild searching for his dad. And by saying in the wild, m referring to the cities that got destroyed due to Nuclear wars. The guy has to face mutated creatures, life threatening dangers, land mines, and the most important thing,his own fear..

Tis high end game has been a hot favorite for gamers and downloaders since last year. And why not, the game is definitely worth it.The game wuz  released by Bethesda Game Studios in 2008. Awsome graphics teamed up with a great storyline and eye poppin’ characters is worth playing. Plus u get to pimp up ur character with powersuits and steel armors..Variety in dresses eh? And the character’s Karma also matters in the game. Be the good, the bad or the ugly..The choice is urs. There’s a variety of  weapons to choose from ranging from a police baton to a plasma rifle.(i just named two,there are atleast 30  or more) And a unique feature, U can play the game in first person as well as third person,whatever u r comfortable with. The main mission in the game is to find ur character’s father. And for that u have to go thru many missions. The gameplay can range from 20 to 100 hours, well it depends on ur speed and strategy..i’ve just played it once but i read somewhere on the internet that there are 200 possible endings to the game. Now i don’t know if thats true or not, but  i loved the way i ended the game..neways, if ur looking for a good game,tis one’s the solution definitely..So all in all an awsome game. Enjoy.

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A sequel to an awsome story..Tis story picks up from where the last one ended. Noel Clarke is playing a positive role though. The movie portrays the transformation of kids into grown ups. Shows how the path u choose in life changes the face of ur future. Well, screw my theories, everybody ends up learning different lessons  from life. Tis movie, like the last one has really good music (good ol’ british rap).The movie keeps u involved from the beginning to the end. I would suggest u to see kidulthood before watching this one. U’ll find it more intersting.The feel of the movie is not kidult anymore. Its more about mature decisions these kids made.

Music from the movie-

Reppin London

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Welcome To The ADULTHOOD 

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I was only into action, comedy movies till is saw tis movie. Kidulthood is about life of teenagers in U.K. A very raw picture of wut 15-year olds have to face in their day to day lives. Suicides due to bullying, drug abuses, sex , u name it and tis movie describes it all. The most shockin’ scene in the movie wuz when a 14-15 year old girl blows a guy just to get some coke. The direction is awsome and the story is by noel clarke, who is also playing a negetive role in the movie(well, tis wuz the second shockin thing for me,the guy is so young himself). The movie has some funny situations too.  And THE most impressive thing in the movie is its music. Most of the music is U.K. rap.. The songs hit u straight in the head. First thing i did after watching the movie wuz downloading the music. And so far, all my friends have loved it.

two songs from the movie .

Smart bastard & Water Torture

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This other day, a friend forwarded me an email. It wuz more than touching and i could feel the love in thoz words. I know its definitely worth sharing with u..

Here it goes–

A group of children were asked, what is love? their answers-

• When my grand mum got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and apply nail polish to her toe-nails, so my grandfather does it for her all the time,even when his hands have arthritis. This is love.(rebecca-8)
• love is when u got out to eat and give sombody most of ur french fries without making them give u any of theirs.(chrissy-6)
• Love is what makes u smile when u r tired.(terri-5)
• Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and takes a sip before givin’ it to him, to make sure the taste is ok.(cindy-8)
• Love is when the mom gives Dad the best piece of chicken.(elaine-6)
• Love is when ur puppy licks ur face even after u’ve left him alone for the whole day.(mary ann-7)

Tis mail kinda reminded me how selfless and crazy, love used to be.. Today its meaning has been limited to money and sex.

Hope tis post makes a difference.

Here’s a romantic number for u all. Two Steps Behind by DEF LEPPARD.

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